Friday, April 23, 2010

the first ONE-NIGHT STAND

Last night was one of my most exihilarating and pulse-racing night I have ever had.I am on my internship in Pune and is currently putting up at hadapsar area with a family.I have been alloted a room at the ground floor.Now it was 2'O clock in the midnight and I in my room was reading a book on Quenching related to my project.I was feeling hot and was cursing the slow moving fan in my room.I was feeling thirsty and wanted cold water to quench my thirst.But to my shock,I later realized that Siddharta who lives in the other room ,had not filled the camphor and it was empty.Its a joint family and the kitchen of the house is situated on the first floor.At night ,they lock the entry to the first floor and open it in the morning.Now the only way I could get drinking water,was from the refrigerator located in the kitchen.But I felt it would be awkward on my part to wake them up and disturb them at this moment.Obviously all the shops around were also closed.I was dying of thirst.

I suddenly remembered that there is a water cooler located at the gate no 4 of the Serum Institute located diagonaly opposite to my resdience.The gate was just at a stones throw from my accomodation.So I picked my bottle and started walking on the road towards the gate.It was still better outside and a cool breeze was blowing.Suddenly I observed that a grey pulsar220 is parked in the middle of the road with it's headlight on and two youngsters of almost my age or probably an year or two elder were sitting on the pavement along the road.I could make out that they were drunk.One of them was thumping his chest and was shouting loudly in marathi on his other colleague. As far as I could make out he was trying to assert his I-AM-THE-SUPREME-DON dominance over the other and was repeating it again and again.I while walking was trying to figure out a method to relate the agitation variables to the Quench Cracks of Steering knuckles.

The barking drunkard suddenly observed me and started abusing me indicating me to come towards him,clicking his fingers like some tapori.I avoided him and kept walking towards the gate.He kept shouting at me but I simply ignored.I sought permission from the guard on the gate and drank a bottle of that chilled water ,which tasted like an elixir and filled my bottle and started on my way back.This time while walking back,that aggresive drunkard started walking towards me and I kept walking towards the house.He suddenly came infront of me and slapped me and started abusing.

I was shocked and was infuriarated.I looked at him and just couldn't tolerate the fact ,that this piddhuu,gitthuu ,ugly looing arse slapped me,just like that.And that was when he invited my fury.I looked at him as if I am just going to have him and clenched my fists.Trust me he could actually listen the sound of my tightening knucles.He still in his false ego ,simply asked me to look down and started laughing.And the very next moment,I rogered him like anything.I slapped him back ,punched him hard,kicked his ass and abused him to glory.He fell down with his motorcycle and got angry.The other person tried grabbing me from my back but I thrusted my elbow hard into his chest and freed myself.Now by that time,I observed that,one who fell down on the road picked up a brick and threw it on me.I nearly saved myself.The other person started running towards me to get hold of me.

I observing situation getting worser,started running away from the spot.The two of them started chasing me on the bike.I for the first time was running for my life.While I was running,the scene of Owen Wilson,cleverly ditching the Bosnian terrorists form the movie 'enemy behind the lines' flashed my mind.I could feel my heart thumping hard to my chest.I felt like stopping and thrashing those two goons hard to teach them a lesson for life.But my senses told me not to be a Bruce Lee and simply get away from all of this as quickly as possible.So instead of running on the main road,I switched over to thin lanes and kept changing direction randomly ,to get rid of them.

I could make out from the sound of the accelerating bike that they were still looking out for me.I somehow worked my way back to my accomodation through the maze,opened the door,bolted it hard and stood there panting badly leaning against the door.I was completely drenched with sweat but a smile adorned my face.A smile of accomplishment and of feeling being invincible.I felt like a Jedi Apprentice who did his master proud.I swooshly celebrated my successful escapade with the typical Bruce Lee's defence action,kicked some air punches and fell flat on bed to enjoy the sound sleep.That drunkard would remember for life that 'THE DARK KNIGHT' taught him a lesson for life!!'Twas so fucking fun!

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Does it work like that?


The day you will know me totally
&
the day I will know you totally,
Trust me,we will never feel like talking again!"

DOES IT HAPPEN THIS WAY?

A friend of mine says ,"YES,it happens that way.Its because the day you know each and everything about each other,the fun of discovering is lost.Similar is the case with science.We have so many things yet to be discovered,and this excites us to carry on further research and hence makes the JOURNEY towards the aim of discovering that thing all the more FUN!DISCOVERING THE UNDISCOVERED IS THE DRIVING FORCE IN OUR LIFE!And the same is the case in a relationship. . . "

Well,In my opinion,No it doesn't happen that way.
To know someone completely you are serious for/truely like/love/wanna be friends with,is a very long process and the bond is strengthened slowly.So by the time you start knowing each other well,you would have already spent a great chunk of time with each other.And there is more than just knowing each other.The whole process of knowing each other is not a robotic process and when the two persons know each other there is bound to be some liking,disliking, attraction etc which would either draw you or repel you.And this happens at every step you know the other person more and after all the positives and negatives,we conclude our net stand for the person.This would all include doubts,confusions,unexplained behaviors and reactions, misunderstandings,expectations,possessiveness etc and is almost the part of the fun.

Relationship is 'infact' all about the journey of moving towards the common aim of discovering the undiscovered about each other and relishing the fun in it!!Knowing your partner completely helps build mutual faith.Excitement can be kept alive by surprises,doing new things together and redoing favorite things.When we use the term 'relationships',it includes friendship between two friends of same and opposite sex,commitment between two people who love each other,married couples,family relationships(mother,son,brother,sister)etc etc.Well if the argument my friend states is correct,then how do you explain the relationships like childhood buddies,lovers who are with each other for so many years,brother-sister relationships,true love cases etc.Trust me,had that been that simple and mechanical as stated by my friend,then life would have been too sweet and simple to live.But its never that simple.How do you then account for heartbreaks, complicated realationships and other feelings complications?The destination is "to be." I think love and liking is endless, and it's limitless. But it's often hard for us to really experience the abundance of what love is. So it's kind of a moment-to-moment destination — to be in the moment, to be in the present, to be with ourselves, to be with another, to be with Spirit. I think it's an endless journey, a journey that keeps revealing itself.

And all said and done,even in case after knowing someone completely or totally,one now finds them boring or the realtionship is no more exciting ,then thats just the fact to be accepted.At times, in relationships after the initial excitement/attraction phase ends,relationships develop a sort of tolerance, as partners get very comfortable and secure with one another. The powerful chemicals that flood our brains during the first stage, the attraction phase of a relationship diminish.The relationship may fall into a routine with familiar patterns turning into ruts.There are always ways to spice up things.Relationships do fail and at times and things just don't work out.But That doesn't mean to stop ourselves from knowing each other thoroughly, fearing that eventually things will get boring.If there really is 'something' between the two persons,one can seriously have a time of life with each other.The more you know a person, the better understanding you have of whether you like that person or not and hence you make better choices.

The aim of this life is not to just realize the dreams,its all about enjoying the path of the journey itself.Also its not just about knowing the other person,its also about the discovery of ourselves in others,knowing our own self more and more,rediscovering our mind,body,heart and soul which becomes memorable and exciting forever,unfurling the deeper and hidden mysteries.

PS-Of course ,not to forget the fact that I myself love things being mysterious . ;-)

Monday, March 29, 2010


29th march,2010
would be a yet another
red letter day
in the history
of
the great regiment,
'the last warriors'.
Field Marshal Falcon
'the last warriors'

Saturday, March 27, 2010

so close,yet so far..

I am a modern Robinhood,
Both near and far I roam.
My steed is a fighter plane
That loves the ocean foam.

And she ,she is an heiress,
Just as in a dream,
She has her foolish hobbies,
One is a submarine.

It came to pass one day last Jan,
While I was in the air,
A shipwrecked submarine I spied,
And she,my lady fair.

I did not even stop to think,
But just pulled lever three.
And like a great big soaring bird,
I glided to the sea.

Upto the submarine I went,
Stepped out upon its deck.
Right before me waiting was
The lady of the wreck.

In my arms I gathered her,
And placed her in my plane.
Brr...zip...once more we started off,
Headed for the land again.

We reached it safely very soon,
I lifted her to earth,
Said she,"Kind Sir,you're very brave.
You've saved me from the surf.

A kiss from me is you reward,
For my rescue from the billows,"
I thought I clasped her in my arms,
But hell-I kissed some pillows.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

what the eye doesn't see the heart doesn't grieve over
what the eye doesn't see the heart doesn't grieve over
but ,my dear friend ,what if the ears hear it?

Sunday, June 7, 2009

iMMaturity

O! Man to you
let me allude.
People at times
act so kiddish,
is all I can conclude.
There's an old friend
of mine,
I consider a dude.
But so unpredictable is he,
that he swings to his moods.
He gets irritated
so easily
that on silly
leg-pullings he broods.
Would do whatever he likes,
Doesn't hesitates at all
form his actions so crude.
Just to make his
principles clear wouldn't
spare even his mates
from hell of an attitude.
He minds his own business
and behaves at times
obnoxiously shrewd.
Throws tantrums like a kid
and his reactions at times
are very incertitude.
It's just that I respect
him a lot,
doesn't mean he
can be so inexpressibly rude.
I also know that in others affairs
one should never intrude.
Because it is disgusted
and gives birth to a great feud.
But still I very maturely
believe that
strong bonds are
not that easily screwed.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

'I just don't understand'

Well, you call me your baby
When you're holding my hand
But the way that you hurt me
I just don't understand

Well, you say that you need me
Like an ocean needs sand
But the way you deceive me
I just don't understand

Well,you are closest to me
Free to share whatever you can
But the way you take me for granted
I just don't understand

Well, you know that I love you
More than anyone can
But a one-sided love
I just don't understand

Well, you know that I love you
More than anyone can
But a one-sided love
I just don't understand

Well, you call me your baby
When you're holding my hand
Oh, how you can hurt me
I just don't understand