Sunday, December 27, 2009

what the eye doesn't see the heart doesn't grieve over
what the eye doesn't see the heart doesn't grieve over
but ,my dear friend ,what if the ears hear it?

Sunday, June 7, 2009

iMMaturity

O! Man to you
let me allude.
People at times
act so kiddish,
is all I can conclude.
There's an old friend
of mine,
I consider a dude.
But so unpredictable is he,
that he swings to his moods.
He gets irritated
so easily
that on silly
leg-pullings he broods.
Would do whatever he likes,
Doesn't hesitates at all
form his actions so crude.
Just to make his
principles clear wouldn't
spare even his mates
from hell of an attitude.
He minds his own business
and behaves at times
obnoxiously shrewd.
Throws tantrums like a kid
and his reactions at times
are very incertitude.
It's just that I respect
him a lot,
doesn't mean he
can be so inexpressibly rude.
I also know that in others affairs
one should never intrude.
Because it is disgusted
and gives birth to a great feud.
But still I very maturely
believe that
strong bonds are
not that easily screwed.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

'I just don't understand'

Well, you call me your baby
When you're holding my hand
But the way that you hurt me
I just don't understand

Well, you say that you need me
Like an ocean needs sand
But the way you deceive me
I just don't understand

Well,you are closest to me
Free to share whatever you can
But the way you take me for granted
I just don't understand

Well, you know that I love you
More than anyone can
But a one-sided love
I just don't understand

Well, you know that I love you
More than anyone can
But a one-sided love
I just don't understand

Well, you call me your baby
When you're holding my hand
Oh, how you can hurt me
I just don't understand


Saturday, May 30, 2009

"I was looking for the key for months
But the door was already open."

Monday, May 25, 2009

bye bye ,9915550852......

CELL SNATCHED.
ACCESS TO MOBILE DENIED.

the last call.........

I never knew I would ultimately carashland so pathetically and prove myself such a complete failure.It is not that I am easily bogged down by failures.....but its about something else.Today I can only feel proud of being the bestest of the best loser,an ass who has lost himself,an idiot who can never make use of opportunities being offered and the most pathetic person who cannot manage things.I am just trying to recollect that when the engine failed and I was actually just flying a plane without fuel OR when it was that I missed the safety ejection.
Today I just stand at the crossroad ,where my life is completely messed up and has become so complicated that the very thought of solving it is so terrifying.Being cool is something different but being obnoxiously casual is catostrophic.Today I cannot manage my ownself,my friends,my parents and my life.I have screwed myself as badly as I could and projecting myself completely opposite as to what I am or what I could have done but I know giving explanations and justifications make no sense now.
I am afraid that I am not that thick skinned that I wouldnt learn anything out of it.I am afraid that I am not just making promoises in storms only to be forgotten in calms.I am afraid that I have not become a dog's tail that can never be straightened and would repeat everything again.
Now it is actually becoming frustratingly impossible to accept and swallow all my mistakes and learn the lessons in one push...I have failed as miserably as I could and devastated myself as badly as I could.EVERYTHING SUCKS !!But in the end like a true soldier you just take responsibilty of your actions and strive to put things back to order.
SERIOUSLY SERIOUS.

Friday, May 15, 2009

jaaane bhee de yaar.........

par picture abhee bakee hai mere dost............ ;-)