I don't know ,why I miss you still

My feelings for you are so difficult to kill.

The feelings I have for you would never go,

But the numbness gripping my soul is a terrible blow.

I know it makes no sense talking about it anymore

when things are no longer as they used to be before.

Atleast I am proud my love for you is so true,

the intensity of which you have no idea and clue.

How can you so mercilessly forget the past

wish those moments could forever last.

Why do you act,as if you don't care,

knowing very well,to hate you I can never dare.

It pains when cold glances at me are hurled,

you being unaware of my life being devastatingly twirled.

Are promises made only to be broken,

the grief of which is inexplicitly unspoken.

There is someone who loves you so very much,

It's not a lie ,you'll see as such.

I sometimes wonder if you still think of me

or if to you,I 'm just a face in the crowd sea.

Sadness and hatred for me is so difficult to cope,

But still I am hoping against the hope.......